Thursday, October 29, 2009

Ranting continued

dissapointed on what u have told me yesterday...

i find that im just trying to tell u what i feel and wad the society is about.
and not thinking about wad u think.

i hate it when u compare urself with others and tell me to go for another guy. wad does it mean and wad does it show? i will nv forget this thing that u told me.

fk it.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Ranting and Rantings

just had some squabbles over no big issue with him... as usual.. after the phone call, drop him some sms... and.. he jus apologise "im sorry".

somehow.. i find that things are not solve just by a "im sorry"

especially when i dun demand just a apology but hoping that u understand wad im trying to tell u.
but this type of issue after squabbles, and after his apology, it happened again and again from time to time.

im the person who is hearing the phone. u are the person who speaks. thus, who will be the one who determined have u shouted?
u will just get pissed off when i say u shouted.. den u shout even louder sayin that "i have not shout at all" gosh..

mayb u find u never.. but wad i hear is have ma... den whos correct?

u always insist that when we are talking about all this squabble.. is actually finding a quarrel. but it is? i find that its not true. when talking and we understand each other problems. is to understand each other more and to avoid it from happening in future...

3 years ago.. i've been saying the same thing.. and now.. im still repeating it..

i know u have change somehow.. that u are not as hot tempered as in before. but recently, i find that its getting wierd.. on top of this small squabble. u treat me nice..

i understand that people got his own good point and bad point..
but how much have u think of all this things? its not true if u are correct u can speak louder.

i do have my bad points at time. but i can tolerate ur bad points and why cant u tolerate my bad points and speak to me nicely?

or u dun even know wad u do to cause me angry.. when i know wad i do can cause u to be angry.

in a relationship.. it needs trust, love, giving and taking...

somehow.. i dun need a ambitous bf.. i just hope that u know wad u wan in ur future.. wad u want to be.. and go for it..

actions speaks louder den words.. no point saying and not showing any actions taken.
life for now is still okay.. workin and workin everyday... boring and sick of it..
awaiting for my lovely bonus to arrive.. hehe...
aniways.. now pending for approval from ceha to see if i need to take the examination or can be exempted from it... hopefulli its approved..

aniway... major event for last mth... other den fishing and fishing...

Cat bday celebration..

meet up at ION orchard.. had this jap tapanyaki there.. headed to starbucks for drinks.. and~! off we go to clarke quay~! for this bugee jump~! lol... ok.. its quite fun actualli... not as scary as i expected.. but.. the damn swing one is more scary when it go down.. ok.. the swing got some mechanical problem.. and we waited quite some time.. and thus.. we got a free vedio~!

next..

ZR favourite sukiyaki..
meet up with iris, jo and zR at MS.. for her loveli sukiyaki.. with onli mushrooms.. and i wun forget it.. lol~! after dinner.. jo went off.. and supposed we going to this iris pub.. but its full..headed back to MS.. and they go study and i waited for ling to fetch me..

update on my birdies~!

brought 2 adult loviee.. and hopefulli.. they can give my cluthes of baby loviee~! haha.. so cute...~~~
the 2 parrotlets are still ok... at home.. kpkpkp... dunno if i should put in a nest box for them cox they are copulating.. zzz.. but i scare the female will die of egg binding... hmmm...
my baby tiel is still doing fine... think starting to eat ler.. gonna get him a companion mayb this week? hehe..

should i get a CAG or a electus. hur hur.. =x

sonner or later.. his place will be a mini bird park.. lol..

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

whisky flew away

my baby whisky took off on saturday.. 3rd oct 09... afternoon.. around 1+..
he flew to the rooftop...
stayed there for quite long i guess..
when the town council came to open the access door..
cannot find ler!!!

damn sad lah.. haix.

wondering where he is... is he still surviving... or is he being adopted by someone..

when the night falls.. where he is sleeping.. what he eat...

and its raining this few days... sigh..

hope he is doing really fine outside... and will missed him to bits.

hopefulli he knows his way back when he wanna come back home..

his a 3 months old Cockatiel... Reverse pied.. pretty with its yellow and a little grey on his side on the wings...

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ciaoz.